I managed not to post a darn thing in 2013. That's something, right? Right?! No? *sigh* Fine. I'm taking my ball and I'm going home.
My ramblings are far too often trapped in my head with no way out, except to write it here. So why don't I? I guess life gets in the way? Work is busy, I'm trying to work out either before work (my preference, even though I am SOOOOOO not a morning person) or after, I have 3 projects on the go - so much stuff!
I've been reading some of my older posts, and wow...I am really all over the place. Not in a bad way at all. I'm just stating an observation.
A friend of mine didn't quite chastise me for not keeping up with my blog (and he is a new-er friend, so who knows if he is even reading this - I dare you to leave a comment if you are...) by saying "Well, if you really wanted to, you would. Just saying." I responded with "I know, I just don't know if I'm writing anything interesting that people actually want to read."
He replied by reminding me that its my blog, not anyone else's, so why should I care about whether anyone is reading it? I get it. But at the same time it is a form of communication so I do care a bit if people are reading it. Do I want a pat on the back, or a gold star? Maybe a little. But the main point is I want to be understood.
I don't feel like I've ever been truly understood by most people - I won't say all. Or, maybe if they did understand me, or "get" me, they didn't do something that I recognized as their understanding me or my actions. Ya feel me?
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